HOORAY FOR MAY!

May 2009 is a very big month for me. For the past four years now I have been writing that month and date on forms galore. Every time it requested "estimated graduation date" And now that is where I am. The month of my graduation from college. I'm not going to hide it. I have so much to do. I know what I have to do but the problem is it overwhelms me. Let us take a look at my brother Jason for analyzing this problem. When he has much to do and is under much stress his adrenaline kicks in and he gogogos. I, on the other hand, am just the opposite. I know I have so much to do and I may do it in spurts but mostly I look at it on my list and shut down. I just stop, I find anything and everything to do to avoid it. I may even enter into a state of depression, take yesterday for example. Grump, and then apathy and sadness. Then after five hours of fake smiling and trying to not cry from overwhelming feelings I felt, I felt better. That and dear sweet Molly came to see me at work. She was there in just the perfect time so we could set down and chat.

In conclusion I need to watch a chick-flick with the girls and veg out. I do believe that would set me right. And also to get all this stuff done.